Thursday, December 29, 2005

安徒生故事全集[1] - 沒有畫的畫冊

the moon said in the nineteenth night,

"然而, 當一個人能夠哭出來的時候, 他就不會自殺了"

the story was about an actor. according to the moon, he had a deep sensation; he loved art, but art did not. he performed badly, and the audience mocked at him.

the moon saw him again a year later. in a small theatre, a poor group, the actor looked at the moon and gave a smile. however he had just been mocked again from the stage.

then the moon at the 19th night saw a hearse, no one behind. no one took part in the funeral procession.

"這是一位尋了短見的人--是我們那位擦粉打胭脂被人瞧不起的主角"

"不久他的墳上就會長滿荊棘, 而教堂的看守人更會在它上面加一些從別的墳上扔過來的棘和荒草"

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

l'Amour

love could not be that perfect, never, could it?

it is a nice film, happy to watch such a musical movie. some moments were touching.

once gone, never return.

日復日, 年復年, 不復往時; 不記得有多久沒有再說這句話

it is not the main point i am talking about, as i watched the film around 1-2 weeks ago.

december is a month shaking lovers' hearts, isn't it? people around me tell.

divorce is not impossible; it keeps because we do not have the ability to do so.

sweet lovers may not be a kind of true love. we fall in love may be only because we love what we are imagining or wanting.

true love may not mean it is right, neither may it mean eternity.

love may not forgive a least mistake, or may it forgive everything.

or perhaps,

life is like this, unavoidably.

Joyeux Noel

a war film, about the frontline between france, germany and scotland during the second world war.

it was mainly about the time during christmas eve evening and christmas.

peace is what we want. we could fight for what we want, yet it is not through the way of violence.

in the film soldiers did not know why they are fighting and they would like to go home only. even the german soldiers.

music communicates. bagpipe, harmonica, vocal... it delivers us peace and calm.

words are important, and that's why we need letters. let our loved ones feel at ease. we have nearly forgotten that in this century.

if god truly exists, he certainly would have forgiven the germans. no one is sealed to hell.
if god is truly here, he definitely would have delivered peace to us, instead of granting the sword to pierce the so-called enemy.

there might not be right nor wrong, but be conscientious.

i like the film. just after [le temps qui reste], my second best this year.

christmas


christmas, the warmest festival.

dream has not yet been realized. far away from happiness, yet content.

should it be a professional style, still i keep my way.

人總是無法脫離某些貪念, 至少我做不到

Monday, December 26, 2005

holy faith

i saw him in crowds of people.

knowing what happened, hard to avoid asking a question.

為甚麼那麼幸福的一對壁人最後仍然如此

that was my first and last holy faith.

我很在意

沉默假使都算種本領 我一定最安靜

a cross

once upon the time, we have had the same belief. we walk on the same path together and support each other.

the time may be a spot, neither a period nor an eternity. then we walk further and further away from each other.

i do not know the future, yet it is obvious to see that.

once go away, never return.

i do not understand the trick, still i think it is probably played.

silence is not always the way of peace-making. however i am not a peace-maker.

if it is true, then it stays.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

外面

外面的世界很精彩
我出去會不會失敗
外面的世界特別慷慨
闖出去我就可以活過來

留在這裡我看不到現在
我要出去尋找我的未來
下定了決心改變 日子真難捱
吹熄了蠟蠋願望就是離開

外面的世界很精彩
我出去會變得可愛
外面的機會來得很快
我一定找到自己的存在
一離開頭也不轉不回來

我離開永遠都不再回來